EAT GREEN, EAT GRASS!

To get stronger, and win.

chill-

Do you write when you don't know what to say?
I'll do a recollection of memories instead, just to fill
the void that words are lacking at. Perhaps it
would diminish the conflict and birth a source of
expression.

I fell into a ditch once; a deep deep ditch.. I don't
remember if I jumped in or if it was an accident.
I couldn't climb out. I probably wanted to get to
the other side. There was another time I ate a
piece of green chalk because it was in my
favourite colour. Think simple thoughts.

I think I've figured out to put this feeling into words,
but I can't pen it.

chill-

That's because we were happy then.

chill-

We may self destruct,
together.

chill-

If I Could Sing Two Hearts

I would need two throats.

Hahaha.

chill-

Let Your Tears Flow Back

"Wait up!" I called to Cedric as he ran before me.
"Be careful!" I hollered again.

It was as if Cedric was making a dash for freedom;
or maybe it was because he just learnt to walk again
after the fateful accident that impaired his mobility.

Crash!

I rushed to Cedric's side, the silly boy never heeded
advice, yet he was so adorable despite his flaw. There
were tears streaming down his cheeks; it was a bad fall,
blood and all. I got down to his level and we huddled on
the road.

"Darling, look to the sky and let your tears flow back"
I whispered, stroked his hair and kissed him.

Then the afterthought interrupted me:
'Perhaps, he was desperate to be free.'

chill-

You're my favourite pain;
painkillers kill pain.

chill-

Friday The 13th: I Say, We All Deal.

You may be acquainted with the night
But I have seen the darkness and the day
And you must know that it’s a terrifying sight
Because you and I are living the same way

chill-

You were right about finding my soul
because it's just a historical repeat.
I've lost it, even though I was prepared.

chill-

I Will Not Make Out With You.
And I wonder, how might this sound? :0

Aside from my frivolous ways, only in some manners which aren't
significant enough to invite disaster just yet, I have been mildly
depressed by several issues which bother me at the grandest times
of the day. It's great to realise that I'll never be bored, with regards
to how restlessness and I are best friends. I am sick of not knowing
what to say or do, and screwing things up as quickly as they get to me.
How wonderful, I'd exclaim to myself, yet again disappointed by my
awful conduct; I fail to be sarcastic when I see through the irony
I try to portray. I've been in pain, no I am not an 'emo' poseur who
exhibits sad prose, it's a physical pain that keeps me up at night,
which made me pretty down about not competing. But that's all right,
I will get over it pretty soon. Respect to the IVP committee and the
rest of the team, great job and spirit. Beat is really impressed and sorry
that she was not all enough help though it was understood from the
beginning. Perhaps I am ready now, and may forward in regret. I will
live on tiny orange pills that give me gastritis.

punches fist in air

chill-

Even If Forever Isn't Between Us

You are my lovely astronaut
Flying in the face of science
I would gladly stay an afterthought
Just bring back some nice reminders

chill-

And the things that bother me put me in a spot.

chill-

I think I messed up. Sigh.
Good things don't last. =/

chill-

Who Killed Amanda Palmer? :O

Well, I fucked my whole weekend up being in a lot of pain
and will continue to fuck the next entire week up having to
answer to a thousand people and having my sense of responsibility
and will power doubted; it really kills me to think of how I
might handle this warth of Murphys'. I think I could die.
But tonight, just for tonight, I'm the happiest person in the world.
I had Bry, Tai, NSN, Sylvia and Selva for company, had a beer,
peanut butter chocolate martini, fucking awesome music in a
fucking awesome place which was only fucking awesome because
of the fucking awesome music and fucking awesome people
who made fucking awesome company, an irony to the end of
fucked up weekend. Hurray.
I kissed Amanda fucking Palmer!!! The night was awesome.
Damn I feel like a crazy school girl.

chill-

I'm sorry if I'm not doing things right.

chill-

Will mercy greet me at the gates?

chill-

MIC

We toiled for a long time and our inexperience took a toll
on us. Then our perseverance drove us far enough. Although
we're not a complete success yet, I guess our journey
begins here. We'd meet with problems and more set backs, but
we'll keep learning. We've made losses, got upset and really
worried about many things. We took a risk and we've to keep
working hard for this to work out. Sometimes I feel, we're such
a strange combination for a team, yet we've gotten this far.
It really wasn't an easy feat; for passion, dreams and will,
I thank the MIC team. I've gotten pretty washed out by the
general stuff that kills inspiration, but MIC will fuel me for some
time.

Do visit http://www.mic-ware.com/, if you're a friend/acquaintance
and interested, you can contact me at +65 97887902 or at beat@mic-ware.com.

MIC endeavours to bring you more in future. =)

chill-

Everyone dies one day; some people die earlier than the rest.
But do you only want to enjoy life when you are aware about your
nearing demise? And would you deem enjoyment at someone else's
expense?

chill-

This risk is about how much we can afford to lose,
or perhaps how much we're willing to lose.

But when you're about to die, hope is all of what's left.

chill-

It's terminal, and it's futile trying to find a cure
because you don't want to spend your last days
looking for the non-existant; or hope that might
not fulfill. Moreover, haven't you always thought
about being dead, rather than alive?

Somethings are better realised.

chill-

It's Making A Tragedy, Not Passing Us By.

How long can we last with an aim far behind?
Are you broken cause it makes you feel alive?
Do you know how it feels to cross the wrong line?
Not have what it takes to breathe and survive?

It's making a tragedy, not passing us by.

chill-

Run Singapore 09'

Fitness Focus Club

Ngee Ann Wushu Team

chill-

I have the words behind my teeth and at the tip of my pen,
but withheld by an obligation and existing misery. I'm not brave enough.

chill-

Australian Town In 'World-First' Bottled Water Ban

Respect.

chill-

It's complicated yet unsuspecting.
How else can we survive?

chill-

So be strong, show yourself a man, and observe what the Lord your God requires:
Walk in his ways, and keep his decrees and commands, his laws and requirements,
as written in the Law of Moses, so that you may prosper in all you do and wherever
you go, and that the Lord may keep his promise to me ....."

chill-

I have a condition, and I think I could die.

chill-

Be safe and vigilant, you have earned this right.

chill-

I am freaking out and absolutely speachless.
Breathing is important. =/

chill-

It Comes Like A Flood When I See Black

It cuts like a razor when I see bright.

These fragments are in hiding.
And when I place them in a memory,
I know she'd return again.

Perhaps he didn't feel the need to find anyone,
or remember an ethical way to deal.

chill-

Because you rode a mystery, I told myself to wait.
There were instances I gave my all, yet I was rebuked.
Now I put myself in place, somewhere away and far;
you call me back to fill a place, i never understood.

chill-

Though it's kind of difficult,

Store Bought Confidence

to make up for the lack of,
and the sourness for 'keep trying'.

I thought it was pricey.

chill-

Just got to find yourself,
in this broken dream.

chill-

Saturday, November 21

Friday, November 20

Wednesday, November 18

Tuesday, November 17

Monday, November 16

If I Could Sing Two Hearts

Saturday, November 14

Let Your Tears Flow Back

Friday, November 13

Friday The 13th: I Say, We All Deal.

Thursday, November 12

Monday, November 9

Friday, November 6

Even If Forever Isn't Between Us

Thursday, November 5

Monday, November 2

Who Killed Amanda Palmer? :O

Wednesday, October 28

Sunday, October 25

Sunday, October 18

MIC

Friday, October 16

Monday, October 12

Thursday, October 8

It's Making A Tragedy, Not Passing Us By.

Sunday, October 4

Run Singapore 09'

Thursday, October 1

Monday, September 28

Australian Town In 'World-First' Bottled Water Ban

Saturday, September 12

Friday, September 11

Tuesday, September 8

Monday, September 7

Wednesday, September 2

Friday, August 21

It Comes Like A Flood When I See Black

Tuesday, August 11

Thursday, July 2

Sunday, June 7

Store Bought Confidence

Sunday, May 31